It all comes down to that one person you think about before you fall asleep

Sometimes in life, you can be fortunate enough to meet someone that makes your heart skip a beat, smile when you see each other and someone you can spend hours with, without getting bored.

Around 4-5 months ago, somebody walked into my life, and I genuinely hope that he sticks around. I'm not the type of person to necessarily believe in 'at first sight', however, it all feels different this time around. No matter what I'm doing; working, playing sports, spending time with friends - I can't help but think about what the future holds. Maybe this is the beginning of something special. Perhaps I'm on the path to my very own happily ever after... Who knows.

I'm usually a very good judge of character, and I tend to suss people out from the offset, but I'm in a knot. He's the type of person that the word 'enigma' is perfect for. I'm completely infatuated by him, there's never a dull moment with him, even if we're sat in complete silence. I'm happy to lie with him and watch the sunset, drive round the countryside, go for a drink, watch movies, go out... any amount of time I can get with him, the better. As time passes, the chemistry between us grows stronger, and I only have positive comments to make about him. Not one negative has sprung to mind, and that's either the start of something beautiful, or a worry that he's hiding something. I'm going to stick to the optimist path, and suggest that it will be the start of something beautiful, because honestly, I cannot imagine living a life without him in it.

This blog post was pretty pointless, and I apologise, it was more to form my thoughts in a semi-articulate manner, so that I can assess where I stand, and whether I need to consider anything further moving forward. So basically, I just needed to realise what I feel, and in doing that, pursue the future.

Just to end, a message to my muse:

You're my motivation, my inspiration, my present, and hopefully my future. You're one of my best friends, you're my lover, and you're like no other. Don't ever change.


Until next time, and hopefully something with better substance;

xoxo