That chapter in my life is over, time to turn a page and get one step closer to the happy ending

Sometimes there isn't a reason you can put into words, you just know deep down that it is time to walk away, move on and make the most of everything else in life.

It's always hard when you have a number of people in your life that you grow fond of, and that you can picture being there for the long haul, it's even more difficult when you're unsure what the best decision would be for you, and for your life in the long term.

It's pretty amazing how someone can go from being the most important person in your life, to nothing, in less than twenty-four hours. All because of a simple comment from a friend, it finally puts things into perspective, and you ask yourself - why was I wasting my time? Okay, so this person could still be a part of your story, but they'd slip from a main character to someone in the background. Surely, you should be happy with having them in your life in some form rather than nothing, right? Wrong... it's hard to picture someone that once meant so much, as anything else. It's a hard pill to swallow, but it's just the way the cookie crumbles.

I've never claimed to have a simple life, but I don't live in some kind of soap opera either. Admittedly, sometimes I make a big deal of things that need not have such emphasis, but, that is the way I need to deal with some things, in order to wrap my head around things, in order to gain clarity and find a solution to the problems that arise. I wouldn't change my life at all, but maybe I'd try and change how I react to things.

I've finally found the strength to walk away from someone, that previously I could see myself being in a serious relationship with for the long haul. He's a great guy, and I really can't say a bad word about him, but it's about time to stop with the mind games, stop with the 'what ifs' and get on with real life, real possibilities, and move forward. If something were to happen between us, it would have happened by now, I know that actions speak louder than words, but sometimes a simple sentence is enough to seal the deal, make you change your mind.

So with all this in mind, this chapter of my life is over, it's now time to turn a page and get one step closer to that happy ending - I'm forever the optimist, and I know that true love always finds a way.

Until next time;

xoxo